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Q&A: Larry Sanders Explains Break from NBA
Former NBA center Larry Sanders is one of the most misunderstood athletes in professional sports.
When he decided to leave the NBA at 26 years old, agreeing to a buyout that left the bulk of his recently-signed $44 million contract with the Milwaukee Bucks on the table, most people couldnโt comprehend his decision. Yes, he took a personal leave of absence after being suspended twice for violating the NBAโs anti-drug program, but why would a very talented player walk away from the NBA and all of the perks that come with that lifestyle? Fans were equally confused and disappointed, as Sanders had become an exciting, up-and-coming center in Milwaukee.
Sanders had averaged 7.3 points, 6.1 rebounds, 1.4 blocks with a 7.1 block percentage over the course of his five-year career. His breakout campaign was the 2012-13 season, when he averaged 9.8 points, 9.5 rebounds and 2.8 blocks in 27.3 minutes while shooting 50.9 percent from field. That season, his averages per-100-possessios were 18.2 points, 17.6 rebounds and 5.3 blocks. At one point, he led the league in limiting opponentsโ shooting percentage at the rim, so it was a no-brainer for Milwaukee to invest in him in August of 2013.
Then, he surprised everyone and decided he needed a break from the NBA lifestyle.
Well, Basketball Insiders recently caught up with the 27-year-old Sanders to discuss why he decided to leave the Bucks, why an NBA comeback isnโt out of the question, what off-court endeavors heโs been pursuing and much more in this wide-ranging, exclusive interview.
Basketball Insiders: Making the decision to walk away from the NBA couldnโt have been easy. You left a lot of money on the table and that was your career at that point. I know youโve always had other interests, but how hard was that decision to make and how long did you grapple with it?
Larry Sanders: โBecause I started playing basketball late, I had other interests before that. I love basketball and the competition and the comradery and all of that. But, at the same time, I feel like basketball took a lot away from me too. It limited me in a lot of ways. And Iโve been an artist my whole life. I loved drawing. I wanted to be an oceanographer. Iโve skateboarded for the majority of my life. I always had this artistic and rebellious way about me, and it clashed with the NBA culture. It really did. I got to the point where I realized that the NBA is a machine. Itโs going to keep running, with or without you. If it can keep running without Allen Iverson โ Allen Iverson! โ then itโs definitely not worried about me. I knew that, and I also knew they really didnโt have the time to get to know me, to understand me and who I am. And look, I totally understand that. I get that. But I just felt like I had to put myself in a better position in life, to feel more fulfilled. At the end of the day, Iโm left with myself, my loved ones and the life I made. I wanted to be someone who was proud of their story. It was always about staying true to myself. I didnโt want to lose myself and who I was for anything. No amount of money. Nothing.โ
Basketball Insiders: How much do you miss basketball? You mentioned that you love the game and once youโre in that culture, itโs hard to just completely remove yourself from it. Do you watch games and still play at all?
Larry Sanders: โOh, I do miss it. I have season tickets for the Los Angeles Lakers and I love watching and dissecting the game. I mean, I love this game. I really do. I love to play it, and I do still play a lot here in L.A. But there were some things about it, some situations, that I didnโt love. But I feel like Iโm in a much better place right now and Iโm equipped to be able to put myself in that situation again.โ
Basketball Insiders: Thatโs great to hear, because your well-being was my biggest concern. When you walked away, you made comments about working on yourself as a person and needing time to sort things out since you were dealing with anxiety and depression. How are you doing?
Larry Sanders: โItโs been going great, man. I think thatโs just the process of life. I had to take that time for my development, to develop into the type of man that I need to be. That time [to work on yourself] isnโt really given to us, but thereโs a lot of value in making some time for yourself and I hope other people can find the time to do that too. Some people never do that or canโt do that, and that just saddens me. Stepping out of the NBA schedule and doing that was good for me, Iโm very happy now.
โAnd Iโm happy for everyone still in the NBA having success. I see whatโs about to happen with the salary cap rising, and Iโm so happy because those guys deserve it. For what they do out there, risking their bodies, they deserve it. I risked my body; I got my orbital [bones] blown out and temporarily lost my eyesight. Because those guys are taking a risk every time they step on the court, Iโm glad theyโre going to get some more money for what theyโre doing.โ
Basketball Insiders: You mentioned youโre in a better place, which leads to the big question that everyone is asking. Do you see yourself making an NBA comeback anytime soon?
Larry Sanders: โI could see myself coming back to the NBA andโฆ I mean, Iโll just leave it at that. I canโt say too much. (laughs) I can see myself coming back there.โ
Basketball Insiders: Your name gets mentioned in rumors whenever a team needs a big man or is looking to make a free agency signing. Have teams been calling you or your camp to express interest?
Larry Sanders: โIโll say this: I understand who I am as a player and I know what I can bring to any team. Now that Iโve gotten the chance to watch a lot of basketball, I just know what I would do on that court. Even from an effort standpoint, I know I can [play harder than a lot of players]. With the kind of player that I am, I just donโt see a team that couldnโt use my services. But I will say, I think it would have to be a very good fit for the both of us. And I think it goes outside of whatโs happening on the court – there has to be a connection there. Maybe Iโm asking for too much. (laughs) But I just wonโt go back to the situation I was in before.โ Editors Note: Larry agreed to play with VCU’s alumni team in The Basketball Tournament, which has a $2 million prize and will be broadcast on ESPN.
Basketball Insiders: In the meantime, youโve started an art management company where you work with a variety of artists and put out some of your own work (including a rap track called Black Mercedes). What made you decide to start that and how is it going?
Larry Sanders: โItโs been going well. It started because when I was an artist, I didnโt have much creative freedom or creative nourishment. I felt kind of trapped and I wanted to create a place where I could give other artists the resources they need and where they donโt have to feel trapped. I didnโt want them to feel limited by anything. And there are artists who donโt even own their art, and I felt like that was a huge problem. I wanted our artists to own their art, be able to display it freely and choose exactly what they wanted to do with their work. It was a shift [away from basketball], but it was just a calling for me, honestly. Itโs been going great. Iโve been working with some artists for the last eight months, developing them, shooting videos for them and providing space for them. This is my first time doing this, so itโs been a great learning experience. I have the right intentions, and now Iโm learning about the structure and all of that. Now, weโre at the point with the company where we have a photographer, business partners, artists and me. Weโve had artists come through our system and end up in a better situation, which is great. Thatโs what we want. Thatโs all I want for them. A lot of these people are starving artists โ some are living out of their cars – and weโre not asking anything from them. We just want to use our resources to help them and I want to put my name by them to co-sign them. Itโs just awesome and itโs a great, great feeling to see these guys flourish. Itโs like Iโm freeing myself doing this.โ
Basketball Insiders: Speaking of freedom, Iโve always said that the life of an NBA player is more difficult than outsiders see. There are a lot of sacrifices – from the rigorous schedule, to the loneliness since youโre away from your loved ones, to all of the rules, to the physical and mental exhaustion. Yes, NBA players make a ton of money, but there are a lot of difficult things to deal with too. Do you think there are misconceptions about the NBA lifestyle and that people donโt fully understand what itโs like?
Larry Sanders: โYeah, but as long as those people are seeing it from the outside looking in, there will always be misconceptions. Itโs like filtering something through a net, youโre never going to get the real thing, the raw thing. Itโs hard to understand unless youโre there actually experiencing it. But life is life. A great friend of mine told me a great phrase: โThe top isnโt that bright and the bottom isnโt that dark.โ I do think that people are starting to understand that NBA players are people too. They can step back and say, โOh, thatโs just a normal guy.โ People forget that because of certain depictions. And a lot of them are choices that we didnโt get to make. I donโt think humans get to make many choices in society. I was born only 27 years ago so Iโm still developing and trying to grow, but it seems like people donโt have too many choices when it comes to the world around them. I think I directly experienced that. I was everything that everyone thought I was, but I was also none of it at the same time. Everyone tries to put you in categories and label you and, honestly, dumb you down.
โI stepped into the basketball culture later than most people. I started playing organized basketball when I was 15 or 16 years old. Thatโs when I really started to experience the whole culture of basketball, and I fell in love with it. I loved playing the game and having a team, but it was also such a shock. AAU was a huge shock. I only played one year of AAU, but it was a huge shock seeing the manipulation and what players had become accustomed to because those things had just become the norm. They allowed these crazy things into their lives, but me, who was almost stepping into adulthood, was like, โNo, this doesnโt feel good.โ That was a challenge.
โThen everything happened so fast. I had no aspirations of playing in college, but in that one year in AAU I broke out, so suddenly a bunch of mid-major schools are looking at me. I chose VCU because it was an arts school โ they were like 16th in the nation at the time when it came to their arts program and engineering and what not. Then, from there, I started to make leaps and bounds because I had a great coach in Anthony Grant, who was excellent for my development. Then things kept moving fast. I was seventh or eighth in the nation in blocks in my freshman year. Then, in my sophomore year, I had Eric Maynor with me and heโs one of the best teammates that I ever had. I always viewed him as a teammate and basically a coach too. I think anyone who has ever played with him can say that about Eric. He was there in Oklahoma City in the beginning when it was Kevin Durant, Russell Westbrook, James Harden and if you talk to those guys right now, theyโll tell you how significant he was to that team. Man, I love Eric. He kept us in the gym, he kept us working hard and heโs just a different kind of person. So he pushed me and made me better. Then I was drafted by Milwaukee and had Scott Skiles in my life, and everyone knows heโs a hard-nosed coach, but he got me so disciplined on defense. He turned me into a defensive animal! And it was because he didnโt let me make mistakes, because I got screamed at for every mistake I made! (laughs) I may not have responded well to all of the personal stuff, but if you had a system and a certain way of doing things, I was all about it. โLetโs do it!โ And if Iโm doing something wrong, I want to know! He would let me know, so I was blessed to have him. Then I had Larry Drew, and then I had Jason Kidd.
“I always had great people around me throughout my basketball career. I was truly blessed because they were all so significant and each one helped me take the next step up and get better. Every year, there was a such a significant person that would become part of my life and help me so much. I still talk to Anthony Grant, who is now in Oklahoma City as an assistant. I still talk to Shaka Smart. These are my friends and have helped me in life just as much as basketball. Itโs just awesome to have those people around me and Iโm very thankful for that.โ
To reach out to Larry, send him a message on Twitter (@LarrySanders).